queerlovingqueer:

Sometimes it can be really hard to live as yourself.
And I do not mean coming out and telling people you are you, and earning problems for the truth.

Even when your life and family is great, sometimes it can be so confusing.
You start wondering, questioning yourself.
You might simply sit there and suddenly realise..this is real, this is you.
Something you did not think possible such a short time ago.

It might feel different from what you imagined.
Instead of happy and relived you might worry, cry..or be angry.
And you might think your decision, that you, yourself might be wrong.

But…change is scary, change is strange.
New things and even new thoughts, allowing them to be, that is scary.

It is a new world, wide and undiscovered.
You are allowed to feel whatever you feel.
It might be scary and just because you do not feel as happy and free as you imagined, that does not mean it is wrong or bad.

Give yourself time, and be on your way.