He is light. It bathes your features when you stand pressed shoulder to shoulder.
You allow yourself the peace. (You were never good at denying yourself anything, least of all him).
You close your eyes and let this, him, rest beside you.
It sits like a quiet inhalation of smoke. (Your throat feels raw, but you can’t remember a time when it didn’t).
The chill in the air barely noticed as he is a veritable furnace beside you. (You use this as an excuse to press closer). His presence scalds, but you are used to the burn.
You inhale.
Exhale.
You cannot tell if the heartbeat you hear is yours or his; you do not want to be able to distinguish between the sounds.
He breathes beside you. He breathes.
If you blink, you think there will be sun spots dancing in front of your eyes.
You do not tell him this; he hates being compared to the sun.
But you think it as you watch him from the corner of your heavy, charcoal eyes.
You wonder if you kissed him, would it scour your tongue?
You look away. You do not see him watch you with equal care. He never understood art, but he thinks he does a little more every time he looks at you.
This just came to my mind because I felt like someone needed to hear this. I just hope that this meant something to someone, and remember, if anyone ever needs to talk, I’m here! I’m on your side and I don’t want any of you to ever feel alone.
Cat! who hast passed thy grand climacteric, How many mice and rats hast in thy days Destroyed? How many tit-bits stolen? Gaze With those bright languid segments green, and prick Those velvet ears – but prithee do not stick Thy latent talons in me, and up-raise Thy gentle mew, and tell me all thy frays Of fish and mice, and rats and tender chick. Nay, look not down, nor lick thy dainty wrists – For all thy wheezy asthma, and for all Thy tail’s tip is nicked off, and though the fists Of many a maid have given thee many a maul, Still is that fur as soft as when the lists In youth thou enteredst on glass-bottled wall.